OK, but this quote certainly read like you had.
As for AV, Windows Defender is actually what we recommend, very very few users ever have issues with it in regards to Launchbox/Bigbox, but these forums are full of people having issues with Avast, Norton, Mcafee and the like. Paid or third party AV are mostly never needed, they provide false positives to make you think they are finding issues and to get you to pay for them, they are unreliable at best, and outright scams at worst.